Knock Knock

I have never been one to open up to others. I have spent the majority of my life closed off, an emotional recluse from the human beings that surround me. From family to friends, I have kept everyone at a distance. And I have always been happy to do so. Content in the knowledge that no one on this earth truly knows everything about me.

In fact, there are parts of my life that I have never told a single soul. Events which have taken place in my past that have been repressed and lost to time.

However, recently, I finally made the move to letting go of my distrustful nature and allowing someone to know those deep secrets. I will not name the person, but will say, that with as little time as I have been around this person, they managed to bring forth some part of me long dormant.

I have been inspired to create again. I have been. Inspired to take a stand for myself and create the life I deserve rather than wait for a life on reserve.

Their impact on my life will send shockwaves throughout my remaining days on earth. I am glad that this person came into my life, the support of this person, their strength and understanding were detrimental to my coping with and ultimately letting go of some deep seated and viscous pain.

There have been others who have tried to get close.. deceitfully so. And with ulterior motives and something to gain. 

This person.. seems pretty cool.